Poem: "We Know Each Other"

Longing, elonging, 
Contracted. 
Longing, elonging, 
Subtracted.
Contracted like a bug, 
These things called feelings, 
This thing called love. 
Longing, elonging, 
Stretching, 
Wretched, wicked, hard. 
A-thief-in-the-night-like brutal and 
Leaving me with scars. 


But you, you...
You can go straight thru, 
Straight thru on the tube:
You need not even stop! 
Hop on at your home and then 
By your work hop off. 
Every day you ride the one 
That people take when they 
Want to leave this city, bye! 
Want to leave this place. 
Every day you take the one, 
It's near the spot we met. 
Remember what you said to me?
Remember what you said.
"Yes, we do," I'll say it here, 
I've got a place no other. 
We do in fact, we do in fact, 
In fact we know each other. 

Poem: "The Moment Chooses Me"

I don't choose the moment
It chooses me
Swept away by rolling waves 
To the stillness of the sea 
Eyes shut tight 
Fingers crossed 
Allowing things to be 
Allowing things I can't control 
To wash and carry me
Into waves of waters warm 
Beneath the rolling sea
The moment I don’t choose, oh no
The moment chooses me. 

Poem: "Bloodless"

It seemed kind of bloodless to me
To me it seemed kind of bloodless 
Sure, it seemed to function 
As often do machines 
Bloodlessly, they move 
Churn and do their thing 
Bloodlessly machines 
Know what part to play 
But things don't have a heart
Can't feel, can't love, I pray 
You start to see these things 
As unfeeling as they are 
Only then you'll know what love is and
Get to know your heart. 

Poem: "Morning Dew"

Sometimes when I'm writing, I'm lucky enough to hit that sweet spot. This was one of those times, I think. I hope you enjoy the piece, too.

Another day
Another not you 
No morning honey or 
Morning dew.
Another empty letter box 
Nothing left to lose
No morning honey 
No morning dew. 

Poem: "I Thought It Was Something"

"I thought it was something we were doing together."
I did too 
With you 
In any weather
Just name your price 
It's only right.

This one's warmer. 
This one's light. 
This one's sexy. 
This one's nice. 

"I thought it was something we were doing together."
I did too 
But black's not blue and blue's not white 
Just one chance and 
Just one life. 
Wisely choose
The one you'll have 
As I'm not sure 
They'll have it back. 

But, right, you thought it was something we were doing together 
In any weather, in any storm
Early evening, early morn'
Every night, before the dawn 
1, 2, 3, just you and me
Easy, easy, easy, wrong. 

Poem: "The Great Beyond"

It's cool, yeah, but it's faint, yeah 
I don't feel it very hard.  
It's like looking high up in the sky 
And not seeing any stars. 
It's faint, hard, hard-hearted, but 
The life I have to live  
With my gut packed up, a kettle ball 
And memory like a sieve. 
It do not mean a thing, it don't, at least 
Not what I want 
Just looking for some answers from 
The friggin' great beyond.

Poem: "She Showed You"

What more do you want from her? 
She showed you with her hips 
She showed you how she dipped 
She showed you with her lips.
What more do you want from her?
She showed you with her smile 
It wasn't any smile 
She showed you with her gifts. 
What more do you want? 

Poem: "So Thank You"

You say you don't know how to describe it. 
You say there's something between 
Heaven and earth that moves our spirit
Like the wind it moves unseen. 

 I agree with you, what you suggest 
 A world of mystic things 
 I feel it as I feel the air 
 Displaced by butterfly wings. 

 So thank you, thank you, thank you 
 Take this thank you, don't look back. 
 Here's to all our inside glances and 
 All the breakout laughs.

Poem: "I Guess That's Something for Her Vault"

I guess that’s something for her vault
Locked away and deep
Deeper than the cellar goes
And where the dead sleep. 

It will not get the shredder
It will not get the hearth
I guess that’s something for the vault
The chambers of her heart.

Poem: "Fire with Fire"

You have to fight fire with fire.
It's sad but true.
Fighting fire with fire
No choice but to. 

When sentiments are raw
And Jaws is swimming 'round
You gotta stamp your feet
And hold your ground.

You gotta look the beast
Deep right in the eyes
Whack it on its nose
The advantage of surprise. 

Do this and I tell you 
The fiend will come to you
And say it was its fault
And want to start anew. 

But you gotta look the beast
Deep right in the eyes
And fight it with an element 
Its known all its life. 

Poem: "Another Day"

Another day
Another dollar
Another tie
Another collar
Another hope
Another dream
Sight unseen 
Aching feet
And aching back
Another tic
Another tac
Another chance
To say I care
And at a pretty girl
To stare
Another round 
Another go
Another reason 
To say no
Another day 
Another hope
Another love
Another joke. 

Winning Shot

This shot by Damian Lillard of the Portland Trailblazers to close out the playoff series against the Oklahoma City Thunder is truly the stuff that dreams are made of. Even if you don't like basketball, you'll like this video.

Poem: "Open Heart Surgery"

Open heart surgery 
She just had. 
Open heart surgery 
It's that bad. 
Open heart surgery
Open up the heart 
Put it on the table 
Hit restart. 
Clear the tubes of food and
Clutter, plaque and grime. 
Open heart surgery
Be mine.

Poem: "No Day Shall Erase You From the History of Time"

"No day shall erase you from the history of time" 
These are words I really like
Powerful, concise 
Powerful and right.
In vain sometimes our lives do feel 
It's hard to know what's right and real 
At times like these I like to say 
Words of wisdom, words of praise
Words of solace, words of rage:
No day can take you back for good 
You are, you went, you will, you stood.

Essay of Mine on French Food

Below is a pretty cool essay I wrote in 2015 and tried to get published on a website called "France Revisited." The editor there said the piece wasn't for him. His loss. Enjoy. 

I’m a picky eater. Always have been. As a child, I took the cheese off my pizza and mostly ate olives during Thanksgiving dinner. But on a trip to France this summer, I was forced to overcome my pickiness and I’m glad I did.

Not only did I wind up enjoying much of the French food I ate, I learned how rewarding trying new foods can be and how much food can enhance the enjoyment of a trip.

My path to food enlightenment really began in Nancy, at the parents’ house of my girlfriend’s friend. My girlfriend and I were traveling from Hamburg, Germany, to Annecy, where we were going to go camping, and the parents of my girlfriend’s friend had invited us to stay with them for a night to break up the long drive.

Because I had only briefly met my girlfriend’s friend’s parents once before, I wanted to make a good impression on them, which meant that during this stay at their house, I would have to eat all the food they served me, even if I didn’t want to.

And so, that was exactly what I did. When dinnertime came and I was served a piece of Quiche Lorraine, a local specialty with onions, cheese and spicy bits of ham, I ate it, even though I didn’t like any of the ingredients.

When the Pâté Lorraine came out -- a flaky pastry stuffed with cold ground pork and veal -- I gobbled it up as well, even though I definitely prefer pizza to pâté.

And I did the same with the éclairs and the Religieuses, even though custard had always turned me off.

Though by no means was I a fan of French cuisine after our departure, I did notice something. I was less reluctant to try the French foods my girlfriend bought at several supermarkets we stopped at as we drove down to Annecy.

I had a bite of the readymade crème-brûlée my girlfriend offered to me. I didn’t refuse a few forkfuls of the shredded carrots in lemon Dijon vinaigrette.

I had become a little less picky, it seemed.

But the magic really happened when we arrived in Annecy, because that’s where I actually began to crave and savor French food.

Now, Annecy is a charming town in the French Alps. It has a fantastic turquoise lake that’s surrounded by mountains; it has walking trails, a delightful old city, even a castle. But, really, there’s not all that much to do in Annecy, especially if you’re camping, so most of our days revolved around our meals.

And, considering my new appreciation for French food, I’m glad they did.

Sitting on a bench in front of an old stone church with towering craggy mountains behind it seemed like such a more delightful experience while eating a flaky quiche stuffed with fresh salmon. Looking up at the hang gliders in the sky seemed so much more interesting while savoring the creamy, brain-tingling-good custard filling of patisserie-made Religieuses. Taking a break from swimming in the lake seemed like such a more luxurious experience while drinking champagne from Champagne.

Though I was clearly making strides in getting over my pickiness, I hadn’t realized just how much progress I had actually made until two separate occasions near the end of the trip.

One was when my girlfriend and I sat down to have a tiny picnic with the food that we had bought at an open-air market in Annecy’s old city. Instead of rejecting my girlfriend’s suggestion that I try a piece of the sausage she had bought, which looked very fatty and thus unappealing, I had a bite. And I’m glad I did. The sausage was like a flavor bomb of herbs and spices. It was so good that I kept on eating it even after I saw it contained many white chunks of pure fat.

And the other moment was when I was at a restaurant in downtown Annecy and was eating a salad. The salad was pretty basic -- with mixed greens, veggies and a light cream sauce -- but it had slices of hardboiled egg in it. Hardboiled egg was a mountain I had never climbed. But I tried it. And I actually liked it.

And so it went for the remainder of the trip. I kept on eating different foods and gaining more and more confidence. I was so proud of my new eating habits that at one point I told a French man at my campground about my pickiness and how excited I was that I now liked French cuisine. He said he was happy for me but quickly asked me if I knew that French cuisine varied greatly depending on the region of France one was in. “No, I actually  didn't know that,” I said. He smiled and went on: “These quiches here in eastern France are good, but I’m from Bordeaux, and in Bordeaux, we don’t eat that much quiche. We like duck. We love our foie gras.”

Admittedly, my first reaction was,  "Duck? No thanks. " But if I’m ever in Bordeaux, I’ll order it, or at least try a piece. My days of removing the cheese from pizza, I can now safely say, are well behind me.

Poem: "Do You Remember?"

Do you remember "two stars on the breast"? 
Do you remember "two kisses on the eyes"? 
Do you remember laughing long in bed? 
Before we shut the light? 
Do you remember that one phrase? 
“Under the indifferent sky”? 
Two kisses on the breast
Two stars on the eyes. 

Poem: "I Don't Know What You Think About"

I don’t know what you think about
I don’t know what you dream
I don’t know what you ponder
I don’t know what you think. 

You must have some thoughts
About the ordeal
I know you think
I know you feel. 

I know your mind 
Is fertile ground
I knew you then
A bit less now.

Poem: "The Sunlight is a Spiritual Bath"

The sunlight is a spiritual bath 
And I squint my eyes 
I tilt my head, the birds up high 
Dive and glide and sing their song
Sing their song like nothing's wrong 
I feel the sunlight on my face 
Its grace, its warmth, its love and strength
I feel my body come alive 
And forward look 
And squint my eyes.

Poem: "Think About Change"

Think about change in the frame of when you die.
Will you take change with you 
To the sky? 
Nickels, quarters, pennies, dimes,
The silver dollars on your eyes.
Can stuff you have in pockets deep 
Help you buy a better sleep? 
Or is change in the afterlife 
Like how a puddle dries? 
From water first to vapor then 
To clouds up in the sky.

Poem: "Half Dead People"

Half dead people hang about the train station
Looking for salvation.
It doesn't matter who they were
In another life 
They might have thrived
Now they just want to survive.
Bleeding hands and cracked up skin
Stinking body, scraped up chin
Coats with holes and coats with dirt
A veritable world of hurt.
The half dead people hang around
Run aground and running out
Of time, their bodies breaking down,
Cigarette butts on the ground.